Can relationships be thought out,manipulated and controlled?Can love be held at arms length?Not so far.She makes sense.Shes smart,beautiful,good money and reliable.What's not to love?Feeling like and actor, ready to blow his role.Terrified the cherade will soon be discovered.Pins and needles all the time.Living a lie that never ends.Behind a mask that doesn't fit, I Gasp for air.Is this happiness?I have the picture perfect girl,it must be.Take a breath,slide the mask back into place and resume the role.Walk softly always ready to fail.
