Friday May 9th 2008
To all my friends and family....
For those who don't know my current situation. I moved from my hometown of cleveland Ohio just a couple months ago to be with my "boyfriend" I met online. Things have not gone well at all and I have been thinking about leaving him. I won't get into all the details but it hasn't been good.
I just got off the phone with my aunt who is like a mother to me! She raised me most of my childhood! To top of the issues I am having here she is not doing well. She has CHF among other problems. My nanny (grandma) is also having heart problems.
I have family issues that need to be taken care of back home in cleveland and with the issues I am already having here in PA I am going home to stay!
They past few days most of all I have had all my friends going way way above and beyond to help me and I SOOOO appreciate it! I am so very sorry that it seems to all be for nothing. I don't know that I will be getting online much at all once I get home. I won't have access like I do now.
I am going to be devoting my time to family and getting back on my feet. Ya know...finding a job, getting my own apartment & fingers crossed trying to get into school for nursing in the fall.
I hope you will all understand that these things have to come first! It's looks like I will be leaving this Sunday morning. So that leaves me today and tomorrow to chat it up b4 I go and I will do my best to show you all some love b4 I leave.
Now I just have to figure out how to tell the "boyfriend". Just night before last I told him I would make arrangements to leave but it was in the middle of a fight so I don't think it was taken seriously.
Damn...
I wish all my great friends the best while I am gone! I will do my best to jump on when I can and keep up with everything. But please don't waste anymore time giving me your rates. I feel terrible that you have all done so much and now I will be gone!
If anybody would like my yahoo messenger just let me now. I will probably be able to hop on it more than fubar if only just to send out a mass to keep you informed.
Please feel free to comment this blog and if you have any advice on telling the "boyfriend" it's greatly appreciated!
