well im so crushed and sad the crush that i have had since the whole crush thing on here has a crush for someone else i so thought he liked me enough to crush me back... *CRIES* oh well i guess... many more crushes out there i guess but this one really makes my heart skip beats lol and yes u know who u r if you read this... your the biggest pain in my ass but i really really do lust you ... lol ok got that out i feel better muahhhh and yes i know i am a retard lol