LoSt KiTty's blog: "nothing else matters"

seriously I am so tierd of people trying to change me to who they remember... im tierd of being who i was... i know who i want to become. and i still have an old part of me with me to remind me i dont want to be that no more....people change and i think im changing for the best. My so called best friend cant seem to accept me for who i am right now... sure im a backet case, but after all the shit i been put threw of corse im not who i was... after all thats said and done ill be fine and ill be better then ever and if she cant deal with it then i know she wont be there in the end, it makes me sad but at the same time it is what it is. All i know is my soulmate will be there, and that is what matters to me.... and ill be there for him always and forever... i love you RICK and i want to say thank you for everything that you do and everything we go threw.. without you... id be no one.. i love you daddies... kitty