Katie Kaos's blog: "confessions of a junkie"

(Katie’s tired and ranting)

Just because I don’t worship YOUR god does not mean I have no morals….

I’m really tired of people who assume they know my beliefs and then decide to go on   telling me what I believe. I enjoy even more when they point out my so-called beliefs are wrong. Honestly few people know what I may or may not choose to believe in. I think religion and such are very personal and should remain that way. I respect you and your views so respect mine.

I take issues with people who pick and chose what part of a religion they will use/believe. Ok I will take this and leave that, ignore this and fuck that. Before you go on a crusade to condemn me get your shit together.

People are often confused when they throw scripture at me and I can have an actual discussion with them. I am willing to listen to you and although you may not change my mind I will listen. Now if you just want reassurance or to fight about inconsequential drama im not your girl. Illogical ramblings to devalue my opinions will serve for little entertainment and I will grow bored.

Conversing with someone who ignores my point/views… I do get annoyed when I’m having a discussion or debate and the other person is so ignorant when I make a point or prove a different view they go REPEATING their same statement. Admitting you may be wrong is how we learn.

Having someone who acknowledges what I’m saying and refutes my points is something I can appreciate. However if you just continue saying what you think without explanations I will not see your side. If you have no substance or relevance in the conversation then don’t ask me. If you do come to recognize my point but just tune out I will remember (you know who you are :-P) PLEASE TRY SOME SOLUTIONS OR A LITTLE LOGIC, THANK YOU!!

I have spent the time in the past looking at various religions; I can’t follow blindly…I wont be lead into something questionable or ignore my feelings. I often wish I did have faith and something on my side. I like many aspects of certain groups but just never had that moment where I know this is for me. I was made for this and etc. I really dig Druids where Christians would say the creative force made the tree druids see the creative force IS the tree.

Before I drink the kool aid I would need my questions answered. Sadly when I do approach those in the know they often lead me into a world of bullshit. A life of contradictions, riddles that never add up. If faith is going with the flow and ignoring my instinct I guess I will forever remain faithless.

☣☠Kat☠☣