iC51NerdyBitchxOGAHOWNERxHDsPORTxDNSxRGx's blog: "In General Random Crap"

created on 01/22/2007 | http://fubar.com/in-general-random-crap/b47199 | 2 followers

posted on 01/21/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:01&nbs-08:00;pm

If You Care...
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Alright... thought I'd write about this now cause I'm upset and what better time to do it then now... right? I need someone that is probley just as screwd up as me one way or another... a man who dosen't just stop and say your sexy and fucked up things like hey... wanna date me out of the blue! Some one that actully cares... since no one really does truthfully... today I was gonna shut down Catacones... why? Cause no one wants to come chill in there EVER I work my ass off to promote and get nothing from it... I haven't gave up 100% though... but you know... Caring is the most important thing to me... I would do anything for anyone if you haven't already found that out and I know some of you have! Now because I'm damaged in so many ways... being raped 3 times and beaten in most of my relationships you know I'm Agoraphobic because of all of this... well... then I've resorted to having all my friends from fubar... Thank God for Fubar!!! So... no I can't go and meet you in a state or ever come to see you if you wanna see me in person you got to come here... so its better to just fu date me for now... at least till we get to know one an other... phobia people need love to! LOL! Anywhos... I'm surprised I haven't shot myself yet... all though I think about it often and wouldn't mind getting shot right now if you have the time... haha yeah do I scare you? Awwwww... Anywho... bacc to some place I don't like to go to ahh yes reality! NO SEX OVER HERE... FOR 3 YEARS... thats right... if any of you have had sex I hate you and any of you that haven't had it in 3 years or more come join the team! HAHA... And any of you that have a fu hubby or fu wifey I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO Jealous of you right now i can hardly contain myself!!!! But shyt happens... life goes on! I'll prolly even though erryone says I'm hott... but can't make the initiative to grow some balls and ask me out... be single on the fu forever!!! I can't even tell you all the excuses I get! Your sooo hott... sooo sexy... yet when it comes down to it... nothing happens... does anyone feel that way? Or am I really as crazy as I think I am? Sick of it!!! Anywho... just had to get that out! Where did all the caring people go... I know some but not many... Guess Imma have to go thorally clean off my list!!! AGAIN!!! Damit... Oh well... Oh yes when you get the chance check out some of my bullys... since no one ever does... and Come to CATACONES and stay there for more then an hour... try it once... yadamean? I don't mean to be mean if thats how you think I'm comming off... but I should be mean cause of the fact that all of you and MOSTLY the red named yes you know who you are... those girls that dont give to fucks about you really and you still want them on your list? PATHETIC!!! Don't show they care... Yeah... you know in the end it will all count! GOOD BRINGS GOOD, BAD BRINGS BAD... if you don't know that already... I can proudly put you on the stupid people list! So anywho... thanks for reading I'll see if anything changes if not I'd proudly walk off fubar and never look back!

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