XxBrownEyesxX's blog: "if only"

I can't stand the thought of leaving you I can't deny how I feel I don't want to let you go I want you in my life forever, The thought of saying goodbye to you makes me wanna cry The thought of not feeling your hands on me makes me weak The thought of not being in your presents make me weep of fear, You make me happy and full of joy You brighten my day and night You Fulfill my every desire and passion you make my life happy, I'm afraid of the thought of never seeing you again I'm afraid of never being able to feel your touch I'm afraid of never being able to love you and have you love me back, I can't stand the thought of not having you in my life. by:me

haha I had a great weekend I went to the foot ball game friday then saturday i hung out with katie and we ended up hanging out at ryans that went to rob's then ended up leaving there to go to garfields with seth and jut haha on saturday and then we hung out inthe mall parkin lot, wally world parking lot, then dunkin donuts parkin lot until wee in the morning them katie and I went to brian's to stay over of course i slept on the couch and she slept in the bed with him..haha then sunday we saw jut and seth again and went to denny's where I ran into Marques.. haha he's so freakin sweet..seth was sweet to cause he bought us some food..any ways after that we drove around the mall with me, katie, and jut in the back of his truck haha we do some crazy things to entertain ourselves..haha any ways if only you could see the person inside of me.. Aphid..