If only I could....
If only I could, wish upon a star to make this world be more peaceful.
If only I could, make this love last, not for us but for our children.
If only I could, make you stay and not leave your wonderful family.
If only I could, make myself more of a normal person so we can live a happy life.
If only I could, fix all the mistakes I have made in the past 4 years.
If only I could, be happy once you have gone.
If only I could, love and be loved by another man.
My life is not going to be the same without a wonderful Man & Father you are not only to me but to our 2 Beautiful children!
You mean the world and then some to our children. Yes, they are still young. But what am I to do when they get older and ask: "Why aren't you and daddy together?" or "Where's Daddy?" What am I to say to that? There is nothing that can be said.
Not only will my life be ruined but so will our childrens lives!
*mood* ~ *Depressed*