If life could be better, which it should since I thought it over many days and nights sober, itching and wishing I re-arrange with the past time I've been given, am not saying my life be different but, maybe without all this neglect I felt, I been one hella' of a child, only if I known what I know now, I say too much to myself deep down like if it made a difference, between my eyes only lords knows Vince, and even then I think I'd been the same, so isolated driven insain, too complex, too hard to explain, to go nineteen years in the making, it be crazy to go back this soon when I never had a revalation, in this time and age am just waiting, so who knows maybe my lifes just like yours, and who am i too judge, death might be behind them close doors, but we ain't knowing, we blind to see where lifes going, the reason why I stay alive, blowing, is my intellectual intentions, my memories I kept that kept on coming...........so who can you blame living life in the fast lane, need help, fame done did alot for a name but can't get you out, lol "sentimental tunes" Vinsainity A.K.A. Vincent Angel Ascencio