I fear the things I can not hide,
my pain so very deep inside.
I flee the things I wish to see,
as I feel for you, do you feel for me?
I hate the ones that broke me down,
the rage inside still makes me drown
I hold them dear, these ones I hate
can you, my love, even relate?
I hope for things that will never be
I dream a dream only I can see
I weep each time this dream does break
I can not continute to feel this ache
I watch the one I love move on
they don't know how I long
to be as they are, so unafraid
or so it seems to me, I said.
I wish to change, to learn, to grow
I wish they could teach me what they know
I fear they do not understand
all I hear are their demands.