i hate you
for the things i feel
for the baggage you threw on me
for the fact that you dont know me
for the fact that we fell apart
i hate you for the distrust
for not confining in me
i hate the prejudgements
i thought you really knew me well
i hate that i can feel
the feelings that i feel
i hate that when i look at you
all i have are tears
i hate that i cant sleep at night when ever you are gone
i hate that even when your here i feel
spit and dismay
i hate that you turned on me
because i said i love you
i hate that you made things bigger thenthey really are
i love the person youtry tobe
i love even when youfail
i love that you layed your head
on my pillow at night with me
i love the way your mind works
and when you get confused
i love that when you look at me
its soft and sure
and sweet
i hate that when i confert you
you think theres more to it
i hate that when i confide in you
u take it out on me
i hate that we couldent be just as we where
i hate that you cant just see me
and not see other things
i hate the words you put in my mouth
i hate that you said good bye
i hate thes fucking tears i cry
i hate that i feel week
i hate that i have no control over things that you speak
im sorry that i met you
im sorry that i tried
im sorry that what i knew wasent anything at all
i love you for who you are to spite your featured flaws
i love you as my best friend
i love all that you feel
i hate to say good bye
i hate to see you leave
im sorry that we cant conect
im ashamed that i cant speak
im powerless and confused and theres nothing i can say
but that i will always love you just for you .
good bye to my best friend
good by to past days gone
good bye to all te things we where
hello to pain and hurt
