Penny's blog: "i work and sleep"

really? what did i have? i had another rope pulling me in yet another direction. i am spread thin as it it and i come here to relax, find new friends, chat a little about bullshit and the days events...i certainly didnt expect to be held to being available whenever. that doesnt happen. i work and i work long hours. i live in one room with another person. time and privacy are elusive. someone that lives alone and does not go to work will not  understand this. do not push it on me. i do what i can. maybe i shouldnt be here looking for someone to talk to? i never EVER expect someone to be at my beck and call. wth? i do have a life, and for what its worth, im doing my damndest to live it. i am nice to everyone but dont ever...EVER call me a liar. im nothing if not the most honest person. if im busy, im busy.

 

i had it good, huh? tell me, what exactly did i have?

i work a lot, then i sleep. so if im not here to chat or play, and you expect me to, im very sorry, it cant always happen like that. it means nothing except im busy doing real things. the same thing goes for phone calls, i cannot always answer the phone, i might be elbow deep in breading chicken or i might have real company. this is a diversion for me, not my life. i come here to play, so play nice. i have no reason to lie to anyone. i dont have a webcam, i dont have any naughty pictures so if you're looking for that, move along. ive seen dicks, i dont need to see yours, you have nothing to prove to me. cyber sex and phone sex do not make sense to me, ooh baby baby baby, yes yes yes...you're still alone when its over. big deal.