Stacey's blog: "I Wonder"

Why does the sun keep on shineing,
why are the skys shades of blue,
why is my heart beating slowly with out you,
why does the world keep on spinning,
why are the trees shades of green,
why is my world feeling lonley,
why are you gone my dear Child
why did you leave mommy alone
why God did you take Ur little one home
why can others be happy
why cant i let go...

to all miscarried children and there mothers

I wonder If there was something I could say
I wonder if You would listen
I wonder if You would care
or if You would just walk away from me again?

I wonder if You really loved me
I wonder if You really cared
I wonder if I could have said one thing
would You have stayed?

I wonder why I let You leave
I wonder why I didnt do the lil things You liked
I wonder why You walked away to begin with
was it me?

I wonder why it all happend like it did
I wonder how I could have changed
I wonder if You would have noticed a change?
I wonder if You would still care?