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yea so my family doc decided that i needed to go see a therapist well who am i to argue with that going and seeing a therapist is a lot better then bottling up all my emotions. i just dont know what to do. i have always been such a good girl growing up. for the longest time i believed that i would not have sex until i got married, yea that lasted awhile. actually it did i held out until i was 19. i thought i was so in love with this guy. i met him through a friend and he would always flirt with me. i had never had a boyfriend even though i had offers, a girl has to have her standards but it was starting to look like i was gonna have to lower those standards to just breathing if i ever had a chance. that was at the point that people told me i would never have a boyfriend becuase guys just dont like fat girls. so i thought i was gonna die a dried up old fat sprinstress. the sister that will always watch your kids cause she has no life. so when i get this cute guy flirting with me i thought at first it was all a game. i had that played on me before, one of the hottest guys in school coming up to me and saying that they really liked me and wanted me to be their girlfriend, well of course when i agreed with much excitment thats when i would ear "sike". and then when they went off laughing with all their friends i went to a corner where noone could see and cry until i could get into the bathroom without being seen. i felt like i was constantly walking a round with a "kick me" sign on my back. why is it ok for a guy who is heavy to have as many girlfriends as they want but a fat chick, i might has well been a fucking leper.when i went ti high school it was the same thing. so i graduate without ever really being kissed so when me and my friend became really good friends with her brothers best friend we all had good times. then the flirting started. well one night he asked me to come over and watch a movie. so i said yes. hetold me my best friend and his best friend were gonna be there. i show up and no friends they had cancelled out. so we pull out the couch bed downstairs which we did all the time watching movies, but instead of watching the movie he was making his moves. i left as soon as i could find my shoes. i thought oh my gosh i got a boyfriend. yea fat chance, he liked my best friend started going out with her 4 days after we had sex and thought there was no problem them hanging out with me. she knew about us, she was the first one i went to after. they went out for 2 months after. well i should have seen it coming then about my luck with love.
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