I wasn't falling in love
All my life I have believed in Destiny... Fate… And that when two people are meant to be they will find each other no matter how long they wait, how far apart they are, or how hard and painful it takes... I’ve been dreaming that one day my prince charming will come and take me to his castle and we will live happily ever after... Nobody told me that "happily ever after" does not exist in real life.
That Destiny or Fate is actually created by the choices we make. Meeting you, thinking about you and letting myself be fooled by you are the choices I have made and I'll never regret that, even if that’s the reason why my heart is in tears. You’re always hurting me (without you realizing it?) And I let you do that to me because, maybe, subconsciously I want you to be that person who will complete me...You have no idea how much I want to fall for you. How much I want to be with you everyday, to take care of you, to love you and to be one with you... But I know it’s not gonna happen - not now or not ever.
I am done waiting for you. I am tired of always understanding you and always being wrong. I have been true to you. I like you a lot... And I mean a lot. I like you and your imperfections. It’s never gonna work out between us. You have planned your whole life without me. You can actually see yourself years from now without me.
So my fairy tale needs to end now. I have to make another choice for my Fate. It will cause tears but it won’t ruin me. You never gave me any reason to love you. You belong with your family, your career and your ambition... Who knows maybe if I'm gone then you'll realize my worth. I will not wait for you. I will start another story, another fairy tale. I’ll take the lessons I have learned. For what it’s worth I really wanted to give you my heart you just never let me.
