i want to hate you so badly
but my love for you prevents it
i want to scream in your face
but all i would be able to do is cry
i want to hit you so hard it knocks you on your ass
but i wouldn't be able to hurt you like that
i want to collect all the tears i have cried and send them to you
but then you would know how much it kills to know me loving you made you cry too
i want to take back all that i ever said
but then there would be no memories of you
i want to cut my heart out and place it in a neatly wrapped box and mail it to you
as a symbol of how i will feel when all is said and done
heartless and cold
i want you to feel what i feel for you
but you wont even try
i want to hold you in my arms
but you flee to the arms of one who may just hurt you again
i want to hate you, HATE YOU,HATE YOU,HATE YOU...
BUT i am weak and i can't
