Shel's blog: "My Stories"

I know what I want, I want someone who will stand by me, and know what it means to be faithful, who doesn’t have to be shady, I want to be trusted, if they want to be trusted as well. I don’t want someone who says the same thing to all the girls. I want someone who can find my smile on the darkest of days, I want someone who can be honest with me, no matter how painful it might be. I want to be able to lie in bed on the weekend and just talk. I want to be able to look at that person and just smile. I want to be able to smile every time I think of them. I want to know they smile when they think of me. I want distance to never be an issue. I want them to know my darkest secret and not judge me for it, as I would not judge them for theirs, I want public displays of affection/emotion I want them to walk as proudly as I do. I want them to share in my confidence and I share in theirs I want to been seen as an whole and not the other half I want to be able to laugh and not think I'm crazy for finding it funny. I want strong arms to hold me at night. I don’t want someone who thinks they can talk circles around me, because they will get caught. I want them to know how I drink my coffee. I want to be pampered sometimes, and I want to pamper back I want to be known for being unique, and not be frowned upon for being different. I have feelings and though I have I have a tough exterior, I do have emotions inside. I want my partner to share their emotions with me. I like to talk and debate, never will I be told to be quiet, as I will do the same. I want to be treated like a queen if you want to be treated like a king.