i remember a long time a go when my sister was in the hospital and why she was there and how she told me she kept taking pills and they werent working so she just kept taking more . i was in that place a while ago i didnt want to hurt myself or anythhign i just wanted to feel better i wanted all the pain to go away . i took a pill to feel better and i waited and it didnt work so i took another , and another and another. they never worked i took an entire bottle and it did nothingit didnt make me feel better or worse ... and then i thought about it.. i took a bath and i sat there and i thought about it for a long time ..maybe i cant be fixed and maybe this pain i have inside me wont go away i can try and pretend that its not there but it is and it wont leave.i cant hide from it anymore ..and i cant run either because it just follows me faster
