I try so hard to be here when you are steadly pushing me away.
I try so hard to be here for you when your going through all you are.
I try so hard to be the woman you say you want.
I try so hard to be what you want.
I try so hard to be who you want me to be.
A person you can be proud of.
I try so hard to do what you want when you want it
I try so hard to deal with the things I have been asked to deal with.
I try so hard to deal with your need to playgames with others.
i try so hard to deal with the insecurities your games cause.
I try so hard to not fuss over the things you do, so that i dont drive you away from me.
But I cant keep from being hurt with all of these things I try to do to make you happy.
No matter how much I love you , you will never be proud of me.
