No one should feel this pain.
There's no way to stay anywhere near sane.
To think of how much time I've wasted.
And how many tears I've tasted.
I used to always be beaming.
Now, I no longer have meaning.
Everything used to make sense.
But suddenly my chest is horribly tense.
How can I continue faking?
When the memories just keeps taking,
Everything I've ever known.
Now, my whole life is blown.
I can't keep living like this...
I'll never again feel bliss.
I know I'm very strong.
But how can I hold on?
Its amazing how quickly everything can change.
There's always such a very wide range.
What am I supposed to be,
When the memories are all I can see?
What was all this time wasted for?
All I've ever wanted was to heal this sore.
Now its been ripped open wide.
And I don't have anywhere I can hide.
I must make everything work out.
Cuz I can't just continue to pout.
I just wonder...how can this even be so?
I guess its just time for me to let go........
~~~Dawn~~~