Do you ever remember when you were a kid and you wanted to roll in the grass when it got all green and soft? I was thinking the other day when I was driving home, that I wanted to lay down in the grass and just stare up at the clouds, but then all that stuff that I had to do for the rest of the day got all involved, and I realized I have grown too old to just sit around staring at the clouds while laying in the grass. Isn't that sad, when you sit there thinking about something that sounds simple and easy and fun, and realize it would complicate everything else you have in your life that is already scheduled out. Sometimes we just have to sit down and do the simple things. I think complications that come from simple things are worth the trouble most of the time. That one moment I could have taken to relax and stare at the clouds, could have gotten me some time to think about things and not stress out so bad. Instead while I'm laying in bed, I can't sleep because I'm so stressed out about the things going on in my life that I can't blank out my mind. Then when I finally DO fall asleep, I have nightmares. Sucks. I think I should take time out next time and just lay in the grass. Metaphorically speaking that is, I don't have time for actually finding a patch of grass! ;) Just kidding.
Well, this is my first blog, so be gentle.
