xOxMandaBugxOxCMRx's blog: "Poetry"

I sit wondering 

Does he really care 

I sit listening 

To every word he says 

Hearing every tone in his voice 

Hearing the absolute end 

In his voice 

He tells me he loves me 

He tells me how much he cares 

I dont know how much 

He is telling me is the truth 

Through the alcohol 

And the drugs Ive been there for him 

Doesnt matter how hard I try 

I cant do anything right 

So I just try to figure 

How to get away from him

Tired of being drug into a hole 

Tired of my life going to hell 

I sit wondering 

If these words he says are true 

I wonder 

If he loves me like he says he does