I hearts My Candyman's blog: "I only tell the truth"

Well, I am downloading music, bitches, at the moment. I am downloading some from almost every genre, so I can MAKE myself like certain types of music, so I will never be uncomfertable with a certain type of music. okay, I lied, no gospel, or christian ANYTHING, and it's mainly death metal and shit, but I do have some country in there....I need to get CDs to burn this shit onto them, so I can get in off the computer. So, I am doing good so far. Haven't skipped one song, yet. May take awhile to get totally comfertable with the country music, but I will get there. I can alerady be friends, with like, anybody, but I want to have the ability to like, listen to any type of music, minus christian or gospel, and like...not cringe! Wouldn't that be great? xoxo I hate when you ask someone for the time and they just point to their wrist with no watch on it. It's not Like whenever someone asks you where the bathroom is and you just point to your crotch.

100 Questions 01: Ever tasted blood? Yes. 02: Made out with JUST a friend? Yes. 03: Been rejected? oh yeah 04: Been in love? Yes. 05: Been in lust? Yes. 06: Used someone? No. 07: Been used? Yes. 08: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Yes. 09: Fooled around with someone of the same sex? Yes. 10: Been on a date? No. 11: Done something you regret? No W h o w a s t h e l a s t p e r s o n t h a t . . . 12: You touched? Idk 13: You talked to? my mom 14: You hugged? no one 15: You instant messaged? Scott 16: You kissed? Scott 17: You yelled at? myself 18: You laughed at? the ppl on youtube 19: Number 19 is missing.. D o y o u ? 20: Go to school? no 21: Have a crush? Yes. My dork. 22: Color your hair? Used to. 23 Disappeared… 24: Have Piercings? Yes. 25: Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes. 26: Floss daily? Yep. 27: Have a best bud? Yes, a bunch. 28: Ever get off the damn computer? Yes. 29: Sprechen sie deutsche? Hmm, I do know a little bit of Dutch. ;] 30: Hablas espanol? No comprendo el Espanol. Well, a little. 31: Do you have a job? no G e n e r a l Q u e s t i o n s 32: Hobbies? art, the mall, fashion, writing, hating, loving, being confused 33: Are you a people person? yes 36: Have you been out of the country? no. 37: When was the last time you went on vacation? I don’t remember. 38: Are you a virgin? no 39: Do you share a room? Not at the moment. 40: Considered a life of crime? Haha. 41: Considered being a hooker? No effing way 42: Considered being a pimp? Hahaha no. 43: Can you ride a bike? Yep. 44: Can you swim? Duh. 45: Schizophrenic? Sometimes. 46: Obsessive? Mm. 47: Obsessive compulsive? Too much. 48: Panic? Mmm. 49: Anxiety? More than you know. 50: Depressed? yea. 51: Suicidal? Eh..not anymore. 52: Obsessed with Hate? No. 53: Dream of mutilated bodies? Rarely. 54: Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Hah, sometimes. R a n d o m S t u f f . . . 55: If you could be anywhere, where would you be? anywhere but here 56: What would you be doing? anything but this 57: Do you hate anyone? Yes. 58: What are you listening to? You're beautiful. 59: Can you do anything freakish? I guess 61: Do you have a favorite animal? dogs C u r r e n t l y : 62: Current Clothes: pjs. 63: Current Mood: sad 64: Current Taste: nothing 65: Current Hair: short and brown. 66: Current Annoyance: a certain person 67: Current Smell: chips 68: Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping? 69: Current Desktop Picture: a sign 70: Current Favorite Group: too many 71: Current Book: My Sister Marylin 72: Current DVD In Player: nothing 73: Current Refreshment: nothing 74: Current Drama: a relationship F a v o r i t e s : 75: Place: in his arms, but lately alone in my bed... 76: Food: fries. 77: Favorite drink: flavored water. 78: Color: Hot pink 79: Shoes: vans 81: Animal: dog. 82: Movie: Mean Girls. 83: Dance: shaking it. 84: Vegetable: most of them F u t u r e : 85: What do you want to be when you get older? hair dressesr, model, playmate, actress 87: Kids?:yeah 88: Living Where?: I don’t know. T h i s o r T h a t : 89: Gay or straight?: niether 90: Boxers or Briefs?: Boxers. 91: Reading or Writing: Reading. 92: Basketball or Baseball: Baseball. 93: Walking or Running?: Walking. 94: Face-to-face or Instant Messenger?: messanger. 95: Left or Right?: right 96: TV Shows or Movies?: Movies. 97: Britney or Christina?: Christina. 98: Rap or Rock?: ROCK. 99: Day or Night?: Night. 100. What do people call you?: Brit, hun, sexy *Random Questions* *1* Who is your favorite Superhero? Spiderman. *2* Whats your favorite food? fries *3* Are you wearing socks? No *4* Whats your favorite candy? Don't have one *5* Do you want BLUE hair? Been there, done that. *6* Do you like water? yeah. *7* What color are the walls of the room you are in? uhh a few. *8* Is your hair falling out? no *9* Are you wearing pajamas? Sure *10* Do you like Golf? no *11* If you could change the color of the sky what color would it be? Idk...pink prolly *12* Do you like coffee? every once in awhile *13* What is your favorite energy drink? Full Throttle *14* Do you hate school? I don't go *15* What kind of shoes do you have? many *16* What color are your shoelaces? many *17* Do you like polar bears? Sure. *18* What about mud? Wrestling. =) *19* And Hay? Hay is for horses. *20* Do you have ADD: yea *21* Paper or Plastic? Plastic. *22* First thing you say/think when you wake up? -rolls over and falls back asleep- *23* What's your voicemail say? Nothing *24* Are you a STALKER? No. *25* Coke or Sprite? Sprite. *Bathing* 1. Do you take showers or baths? Showers, sometimes I treat myself to a bath. 2. How often do you shower? Every other day. 3. Did you lie in question number 2? Nope. 4. What kind of shampoo do you use? Dove 5. Do you use conditioner? Yep. 6. If yes ^ then what kind? dove 7. If you take showers(or in the bath) do you sing? no 8. What about dance? Sometimes. 9. Do you shave while your bathing? Yep. 10. What about brush your teeth? Heh, yeah. 11. What color are the walls? I think white. 12. Do you have a shower radio in your bathroom? I used to. 13. What about a t.v? No. 14. How many towels do you use to dry off with? Two, body and hair. 15. Do you always shower alone? nope.

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you might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful" I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of. on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; ) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" .. ........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT! *****Give the nice guys a chance***** ************************************************** Guys repost this if you agree Girls repost this if you think it's cute Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this *Holdin Hands Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once. *Cuddling Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys : Automatically move closer to her. *Movies Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. *Loving each other Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it. *Laying below the stars Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

I think too much. I really do. I make things more complicated then they really are. Which fucking sucks, man. GAH! -listens to music and goes away- If you care, you will comment and show me love <333 hahaha

Message: 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly on there cheak Are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends Keep reading..... 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly on her cheak 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! Number 20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on her cheak so she wont think that u want any thing and she can trust u 22-When she asks what you want TELL HER! 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-when you buy her stuff, she'll love anything that reminds her of YOU LOVE HER...SPOIL HER...Treat her like your PRINCESS and you are her PRINCE! 26-don't lie to her 27-dont CHEAT on her! 28-take her anywhere she wants 29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school/work, and how much you miss her 30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you Are you still reading this u better be its important 31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her on the cheak 33. Kiss her on the cheak 34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly on her cheak. 35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her Remember this next time you are with her 36. When people diss her, stand up for her. 37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her. 38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. 39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED 41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43. Take her for long walks at night. 44. Always Remind her how much you love her. 45. never tell her you love her, unless u truely mean it with all of your heart Youll never know when she needs just a lil more love repost this in 200 sec. or you will lose the one you care about the most!!! Guys Repost: "i would do this for her" Girls Repost: ''45 things a girl will die for

I know I have family, but I can't open up to them, I know I have freinds, but they don't listen anymore, and I know I have a boyfriend, but nothing is ever perfect. I don't know what to think about my friends, because after I moved, they stopped talking to me. What the hell, man? I don't get it. I don't get to talk to my boyfriend that often, and he is starting school soon, so that means I see less of him, I guess. -sigh-

Nowhere Kids in the land of dirt and plaster lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids losing ground and falling faster into a life that no one should have to live we are the people that you hate we are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created) a generation with no place a generation of all your sons and daughters behind the fake family image behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads inside the cage that we've been given i see an image of the future that we don't have and what did you expect ... a perfect child raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile we never get respect ... never a fair trial no one gives a shit ... as long as we smile ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love Me For Me It's been, three days You come around here like you know me Your stuff at my place, Next thing you know you'll be using my toothpaste Step off, sit down Get ready, let me tell you whose the boss now Stay here, get out Everytime I turn around you're in my face Don't care where you think you've been And how you're getting over. If you think you got me found just wait it gets much colder Chorus: Here I am, As perfect as I'm ever gonna be You'll see Love me for me Stick around, I'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave, You'll see, Love me for me Shut up, Come back No, I didn't really mean to say that. I'm mixed up, so what Yeah you want me so you're messed up too I love you, I hate you If you only knew what I've been through My head is spinnin' but My heart is in the right place Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake Chorus I've been waiting all my life to finally find you, Just so I can push you away. And when you're crawling over broken glass to get to me Thats when I'll let you stay Chorus Whoa... Chorus ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Eh, too lazy to find the rest...

Well, as usual, I have alot on my mind, and again, as usual, I feel that I don't have anyone to talk to about it with out getting judged or yelled at. -cries- I hate this feeling. GAH! Well, I hope to get my state ID tomorrow, or soon.

Well. Andrew and I got into a huge ass fight. He is mad not only because I have a boyfriend, but also because how old her is. And it's not a big deal to me. I don't effing get it. He is being an ass. One that I won't talk to right now. HAhahaha. Had a good new years <3 Bored...