I never thought that at the age of only 22 I would already be feeling old. I've heard about women who, as they get older, become depressed because the men pass them up or just get rid of them for younger women. Well, I now know how that feels. I never could've imagined that being only 22 I would be jealous of 16, 17, 18 year old girls because the people that I thought cared about me would rather have them. It is really a sad and disgusting feeling.