Lauria the Vampiress's blog: "I need input"

Ok, I'm going to vent again, and this one is going public. I've been here since December 22 of 2006, and I am a Fu-King. I'm sick and tired of finding people who have been here 6 months to a year shorter then I have who are Godfather or Disciple or higher. Hell, even people who have had accounts hacked or just decided to reset and are level 25+ are starting to piss me off. My friends know how much time I spend helping others, whether it's a level up or a giveaway, I'm there, and I'm done. I'm not helping another person GodFather and I will not be reading the "Upper Levels" list until I Godfather. I have just over 1mil to do so, and if I lose friends over this then so be it, if you can't stand by me in my time of need like I have damn near everyone else, then I don't need you anyway. So if you want to see me leveling again then I suggest you do what you can to get me to GodMother. Love is always returned. If you don't want to see me leveling, and don't care enough to help me with my goal, then you can remove me from your friends list. I will not drop this subject because I upset someone. lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by LoneWolf @ fubar Repost if you give a rats ass.

I am going to try to word this where it doesn't offend anyone or cause any drama, but I need some input, and a blog was safer then a mumm.
Have you ever found yourself giving all you have for others and just not getting any appreciation in return? I'm not talking about specifically being rated in return or actually GIVEN anything, but a simple thank you, a drop by a page to say hi, anything.
I'm sure a lot of my feelings right now revolve around stress, but the way things have bene going right now, fubar even stresses me.
I'm having some issues with the way some of my friends have been running things lately, and am actually thinking about taking some steps to remove myself from the sittuation, but there are friends that I don't want to lose.
Some of you who read this are going to have an idea what I'm talking about, others won't, and that's ok. If you understand what I'm saying then please give me some ideas, cause I'm tapped out. If you don't, well even just a "hi there" works for me.