I feel like a tortured soul, it's been 2 months since he walked away and hasn't returned! His touch, his smell, his laughter still linger in my mind like a catchie sound you just herd on the radio. After almost 17 years of LOVE! how can he just walk away? I catered to his EVERY beck and call. He got more respect in one min. that most people get in a lifetime! Woke up almost every morning the way men like too! Fed him, cleaned his house take care of our family, I did everything for him! And HE JUST LEFT! No explainantion, nothing just an I DONT KNOW! Is it over? He wont say! Is he coming home? We'll see! With these stupid holidays coming up all I want is HIM HOME! Or to sleep till The middle of Jan. All I want to know is WHY WHY WHY! What did I do? He calls or sends me texts, gives me momey, his ring is still there, but he... is not! Come home Papi! Please come home!
