Wow how time flies. To me it seems like its only been a couple of months, not an entire year. Your clothes are still in the dresser and your toys are still in the toy box in the living room. There has not been a day go bye that I haven't thought about you from the moment I wake up until the moment I fall asleep. I still wake during the night (and most mornings) because I can swear I hear your angelic voice calling out to me. Sometimes I wake in a shroud of chills because i can swear I felt your tiny hand touch me and hear you say Mama I love you, and maybe you are reaching out to me from wherever you are, I don't know, but its a thought that comforts me. I cant help but wonder how much you've changed. How much you've grown. How your features have changed. If you still have those piercing baby blue eyes showcasing your pureness and innocence that I could always get so lost in and instantly forget about all the bad in the world. If you still smell like a mixture of strawberry bubble bath and lilacs. Would I still recogonize you if I saw you on the street? Better yet, would you know who I was? Would you remember ME? Would you know how much I love you and how much I have missed you? I hope you will always know how much you are loved and how much I miss you. I will look for you always. In every little girls face that I see. Wherever you are tonight, I hope that you want for nothing and that you are healthy and happy and loved. You're forever in our hearts and thoughts. We love you.
I will never give up hope.. so Until the time comes when i see you again..
I love you with all my heart. Love,
Mama
