dragonflyblues87's blog: "old stuff"

I'm sorry for everything I did

and everything I said.

I'm sorry for making you wonder

if I were alive or dead.

I'm sorry I ruin things

with my big, dumb mouth

I'm sorry when things get bad

I just run out

I'm sorry for opening my mouth

without thinking things through.

I'm sorry that I did that,

ending up hurting you.

I'm sorry for saying nothing

and expecting everything in return.

I'm sorry that when you called me,

I didn't even turn.

I'm sorry for leaving

without saying goodbye.

but the things that I'm really sorry about...

making you cry.

for saying nothing

when it's what you need.

for hiding my tears from you

like I was doing a good deed.

for never telling you how I feel,

and expecting you to know

that I really like you

and my feelings still grow.

for being afraid to tell you

what I want you to be

because I'm afraid

you won't want me.

I'm sorry for these things,

and I'll tell you someday.

but for now,

I'll just go on my way.