As I sit here thinking of my mistakes
And all the hearts in which they break
I fear my life is closing to an end
My heart and my soul may never mend
Nobody has been able to explain
Why it is that I feel all this pain
And it may never be relieved
I appologize to all those I've decieved
I know now that the things I've done were wrong
But then, my kind never did quite belong
I miss the life that i once had
And now all this pain is driving me mad
But out of all this pain I've dealt
More than twice in return, I've felt!