I'm just so sick of not ever having anyone that I can trust, and someone I can love at the same time... It seems they are either one or the other, and I can never seem to find anyone... I have recently found someone I am interested in, but the kicker is that they are in a completely different state... This person says that they like me as well, but hell I don't know... It started off as a friendly flirt, and then I started falling for her more and more everytime I talk to her... She likes all the stuff I like and vice versa... Hell she seems almost perfect in every way, but I will prolly never get to be with her... Who knows I guess only time can tell, but I do know that if she does give me a chance then she will definitely be surprised at how much she can be cared for... I plan on spoiling like there is no tomorrow... Breakfast in bed, gifts/flowers delivered randomly for no reason at all, massages, poems/love letters, homemade candlelight dinners since I love to cook, and if it can be romantic it will be done...
