So okay what is the deal today? is it like piss on Dominic day today? Come on its the first day of a new year and it certinly hasnt been a very good start.
The year ended badly for me to begin with. The end of my relationship with the woman i have known over the last 9 years. It all came crashing down leaving me with no home to go to other then my parents and being have been away with duties and my family being against military service to begin with i was left pretty screwed to begin with.
My friends have no time for me and the few people i know in this place seem to rather fill the gullet holes then come spend alittle time. So that pisses me off, I thought maybe finally i was running into some good luck , go back to florida be with the woman i love and well that got all blown to hell so not only do i not get to go back to florida i get stuck in hell. I go back with my family and i'll never hear the end of things so that leaves me pretty fucking screwed too.
I cant fucking do this i am ready to crack no matter what i do it isnt good enough it isnt fast enough it isnt this it isnt that UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where is this fair????? I fight for my country i pay my dues i keep my promises and i pull my own weight, When do the good things start happening? Is it not enough i lose friends every day in this god forsaken war? Is it not enough these protesters who sit 100 feet away with their signs saying thank god for dead soldiers???? Why do we let them get away with that?? Tell me WHY! WHy god damn it. I am sick of it, i am sick of this world i am sick of this war i am sick of putting friends in the ground i am sick of being shit on i am sick of it all!
Where is the respect? Where is the truth??? I want it! I think no i know i am entitled to it!!
The families are entitled to the truth too! It's time someone started talking , and if someone doesnt soon so help me god i will make someone talk!
