By the time you read this, I will probably be dead. I'm ready....it's how I feel. I'm tired of my life truthfully. I'm truly tired, I'm truly sad, I'm truly lonely. I am too tired to sleep. So I pray to God.....it's so quiet. Very quiet. Please speak to me God. PLEASE. My sons need me, my poor mother needs me, people at work needs me, church needs me, my friends need me....oh, they are not here......Ever feel that way anybody? Do you feel like you have to be everything to everbody, but no one is anything to you, when you really need someone? Do you hurt so bad that you stream painful, warm tears but cannot cry out...because you are breathless with agony? Something to think about...I do....every night.
I love you all and God bless
