32 years old and I've finally realized that everything I want in life, may not be meant to be... I won't be afraid to try though, but then there's always something or someone who is trying to trip me up by hindering me... Hence, all my bad relationships!!! I try to catch myself before I hit the ground and when that's not possible, if I have to, sometimes I am forced to stay down.. never for long, because I'm refusing to let someone else get what I've worked so hard for...
I'm letting go of those things, including people too, that inhibit me... From this day on, I'm surrounding myself with those things that are to be worth-while and giving up on the bullshit that continues to keep me or has kept me unhappy... Friends will be just that!!! Friends!!! Sometimes they are dependable... Others, not so!!! Never again will I deal with what I use to... I'm on my GROWN WOMAN SHIT!!! I am flawed... I will not allow my flaws to be my downfall... My past will not guide my steps today... If you don't like it, KEEP IT MOVING... Move on... Trust and believe I have!!!
What exactly does this mean??? It means that I will never be who I was yesterday... I can't let the events of yesterday keep me from looking forward to tomorrow... I won't let my past keep me from having the future I want...
To date, I've made a million mistakes... I'm sure there is a million more to come... I'll be the one to admit my wrong doings because I will never let anyone have the satisfaction of pointing out my shortcomings... I am MOVING ON!!! I am Anica!!! plain and simple!!! Take me as I am or don't take me at all... I can't be anything but who I am.... I won't be anything but who I am... You have 2 options... Take it or leave it!!! Choose wisely!!!
I am confident in knowing that as the days progress, they will get sweeter... I've learned to be me... I've learned to depend on me... I have finally found myself!!! And when everyone and everything else in my life fails me, I'll look in the mirror for all the support I need!!! IMMA BE AIGHT!!!
