I lie awake and think of my life
Why is it in such a mess, is it my fault?
I thought you would understand me but you proved me wrong
While reaching out for my pen knife, my mind has gone blank...
I just can't understand a thing...I am just not perfect...
Every time I think everything is going to be alright...something bad happens...
I just want a perfect family...why is it so hard for you to understand...
I have lost in love once again...cried so much that I just can't stop myself...
I am not a perfect person..sorry....
