well, i didnt know what i'd say
if u ever came to me
asking me if i was doing well...
I cant just come out with a smile
and say that everything is fine,
but i also cant say i'm going through hell...
i cant tell you that,
somedays are good and somedays are bad...
some memories rush through me,
some happy some sad..
sometimes i cry and try so hard to forget...
it's getting better.. but i'm not over it yet.
That i have to stop myself from saying your
name and try to push you out of my mind.
that i lay in bed sometimes at night
and here ur voice from time to time.
or that everyday i whisper i love you,
or that ur always in my head...
tho i am doing much better, I'm not over it yet.
