I'm may be leaving Wisconsin, FOR GOOD!
It hurt me alot to say this but I'm may be leaving Wisconsin, for either 5 to 10 years or FOR GOOD. Theres too much pain and memories here having to due with my ex chris simpson. Not only that, I cant seem to get anywhere here. (La Crosse) I have an ex girlfriend tiffiny moore who still loves me and i still love her. She very well could be the one person to make me happy again (but most of all) get me out of this "endless funk" I've been in. I'm homeless now (living out on the street) as i am typing this letter. I am NOT repeat, NOT spending the entire COLD ASS FREEZING WINTER in La Crosse OUTSIDE! I will DIE, and I am sorry but staying in LA Crosse is NOT worth DEATH. ( I don't care WHO YOU ARE! ) Its just been reallshitty here for me since I have been here. I had a shitty ass 3 1/2 year ojon which i QUIT in august 11th 2006. Boss treated me horribly AND gave all MY WELL DESERVED HOURS to newbies, treated me worse tahn everyone else there, PLUS, she was prejudice and had "favorites". FUCK THAT SHIT! I AM SO DAMN SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF LA CROSSE I COULD SCREAM!!!!! And I do miss Tiffiny Moore (My ex girlfriend/lover) and It would be nice to start over somewhere NEW and EXCITING. Not stay here in this shitty ass town with no hopes of ever having a place to live. Or a full time job. PLUS, I have bad credit here, so that makes it IMPOSSOBLE for me to even get MY OWN apartment. (just me living there) So I am FORCED to have roommates. I reallhate living with other people. Trust me, I have tryeed it. The roommates I am ussually stuck with are: (but not limited to); loud obnoxious partiers who party any day of the week at any hour, drunks, (unchanged) child molesters, convicts, Felons, alchoholics, unresponsible people who dont pay rent, dirty/smelly people. YUCK! I WANT MY OWN PLACE!!!! (Or at least find someone (whom i'm dating) that I can actually TRUST to live with me. (YEAH RIGHT!!!!) MAybe tiff, thats about it!!!! Well, so anyway, If i get a job with enough hours, I am most likely leaving wisconsin. (even if I DIDNT get full time hours, I could STILL lerave, it would take me alot longer. UURRRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!)
LUISA
