I am in love… I have been since I was a child… This is where my romance started, was early in life. I am talking love in depth, meaningful and pure… Not that "I think they love me," or "They have to love me," no this was something more… When first I felt "him," I embraced "him"… hugging hard as if to say "Never leave me," and "he" never did… I have had love surround me before, but felt the ulterior motive in their tone, or questioned their sincerity… But with this, no I knew… without a doubt…
Because I love, I feel strong… I have courage to be who I am… I do not feel lonely, I have "him" with me always. "He" has never betrayed me or let me down, and "he" is always there when I need "him"… comforting me… and yet, "he" is with me… through the gashes, and the pain I have done unto me… as if to say "Go ahead, let it out and FEEL." I feel attractive… all in all because I love, I am me at my best, the best part of me emanates…
This love I have found… touches my soul… it illuminates me… touches the very depth of my little, grey colored, withered heart… and makes it beat with excitement… and desire. "He" understands me. My senses are overwhelmed… I feel it, each and ever factor, of this beautiful thing…
Through my hardships… "he" was there embracing my flaws, and sorrow and turning it into a drop of hope that grew, and then sustained me, it does still…
I defend "him." Who are others to judge, "someone" that was there for me, when they were not? Who are they to tell me what my heart should feel and know… or better yet who can speak to my heart and in return make it sing? They cannot…
This "him," this "someone" that has effected me so, and helped to mold me into who I am at this very moment… is MUSIC… it is the very thing that has filled my soul and continues to do so… With music, I am in love.
Written By: Arianne
