Icarus's blog: "Hope- by any other name."

So I used the phrase "look you have to learn to take risks and learn to trust people-"
and got cut off with "not right now, not necessarilly with you"
"then what's the alternative? Get a clone? Program a robot to agree with you and accept you unconditionally?"

Then I went on a tirade about self indulgent caution and nervous bullshit.
I asked Tree to call me if she ever got into a better mental state
informed her that she's very self-absorbed in this whole process of woe is me and I'm teh scared.
and that I was tired of the complete lack of any acknowledgement of the guilt and pressure that had been placed on me.

Then I realised
I really didn't want her to call me if she ever did.
And said so.

I'm gonna go make almond cookies.