DNO ASIANHOTTIE's blog: "me just being me"

OMG KK I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF PEOPLE IN MY FAM PUTTING ME DOWN AND TREATING ME LIKE SHIT. YEA I KNOW I SHOULDN'T LET IT GET TO ME BUT SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T HELP IT. MY UNCLES FUNERAL IS THIS WEEK AND I HAVE BEEN AN EMOTIONAL WRECK ON THE INSIDE AND HAVING TO PUT ON A PRETTY FACE AD MAKE BELIEVE EVERYTHING IS FINE WHEN IT'S REALLY NOT. I'M MOURNING PEOPLE . (THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT ANY ONE OF YOU READING THIS) I AM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF MY BLOOD FAMILY TELLING ME I WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING AND THAT NO ONE WILL LOVE ME AND THAT I AM NOT A GOOD MOMMY TO MY PRINCESS WHO MEANS THE WHOLE WORLD TO ME.. I WAS ALSO TOLD THAT I WAS A BURDEN AND BECUZ OF THAT I HAVE BEEN DISOWNED. MY MOM SEEMS TO THINK THAT CUZ I'M "DIFFERENT " THAT I'M A DISGRACE OH WEL. CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE WAY SHE FEEL THOUGH I MUST ADMIT WHEN I HEAR NEGATIVE THINGS LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME I START TO BELIEVE IT . WOW I HATE TO SAY THIS BUT I'M ACTUALLY BETTER OFF WITH OUT HER SORRY MOM YOU HURT ME WAY TO MUCH. HOPEFULLY ONE DAY YOU WILL REALIZE THAT I MAY HAVE SOOME DIFFERENCES ABOUT ME LIKE MY DISABILITY (READ PROFILE FOR MORE) BUT BESIDES THAT I AM A NORMAL PERSON WHO IS STRONG WILLED AND TRIES MY BEST TO BE THERE AND HELP OTHERS IN NEED. I HOPE ONE DAY YOU REALIZE THAT I'M A REGULAR HUMAN BEING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. I HAVE FEELINGS TOO AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL EXTREMELY HURT CUZ OF THE THINGS YOU HAVE SAID THE SAD PART IS THAT YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK. THE DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE "I'M SORRY THAT YOU HATE ME SO DAM MUCH I DON'T NO WHAT I EVER DID TO DESERVE SUCH TREATMENT FROM THE ONE PERSON WHO SUPPOSE TO LOVE ME AND ACCEPT ME FOR ME. MY UNCLE WOULDN'T STAND FOR ANYONE TREATING ME THIS WAY AND JUST CUZ HE LOVED ME FOR REAL YOU HATE HIM FOR THAT TOO. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT MOM I KNOW TWO WRONGS DON'T MAKE A RIGHT BUT FOR RIGHT NOW I AM DONE WITH YOU. TOO ALL OF MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAM U GUYS ARE GREAT AND I AM SORRY FOR HAVING TO RIGHT STUFF LIKE THIS THIS WEEK BUT I JUST HAD TO VEN CUZ I'M AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALWAYS HAVING TO BE SO STRONG ALL THE TIME I AM JUST AT MY WITS END WITH EVERYTHING AND REALLY WANNA GIVE UP THX FOR UNDERSTANDING AND FOR BEING THERE,,,, LOVE YOU ALL.. AND TO THE AFTERDARK LOUNGE YOU GUYS ROCK TYVM FOR EVERYTHING DON'T WORRY I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE THIS WEEKS JUST HARD AS YOU ALL KNOW TY FOR UR LOVE AND SUPPORT ALL IT MEANS ALOT AFTERDARK ROCKS COME CHECK US OUT !!!