BeaStLEI artist of LJmade's blog: "My New Bed"

I know I'm da shit why! #1 My Faith in God has made me the man most of u see right now. #2 I have my own car, business, job & home, #3 not only am I sexy & good looking but I'm humble. I see how ya'll women look @ me now. women that wouldn't look before. Mad, cause I'm not interested now. I didn't understand @ first, but now I do! Lord: I lost all this weight & a steady worker, stay the center of attention and I'm confident. now it's time for a woman. so I thought. err one that came my way had no convo, when I'm a down to earth people person. Now! On this web site. it's easy to get a woman here......... Again Nope! For a minute I thought it was me? but by me obeying God commandments abstaining from sex, no drugs, fasting, praying. lusting after these mud ducks on here.... don't make it no better. I see every gift my Father gave me and the reason I don't have anybody of this world is cause, no one is good enough for me, As God see it! In my nature is to settle, just to have someone. " when I say settle. I Don't mean get a Bigfoot. meaning what I want in a woman plus the extra baggage in her life. People do it all the time, God said: I'm not people. I Don't want a woman wit kids. is my preference. I'm 41 and my kids are grown. why should I raise yours kids from a one night stand from someone u met on moco, a chatline, or cause u got a thing for niggahz who like being in & out of prison. er-rational thinking. Now that cute lil body u had is slowly getting out of shape! U steady repeating the cycle and errtime u do so God take U more and more out of that cute lil body. He gave U a blessing and U abused it. I work to hard on my body to give u some pleasure when U didn't give me none or just be a friend, when yo body was cute. We all know when a person lose weight, body parts most likely to grow.... So if its bigg already, then it's bigger! I can't even get that pssy from last year. Well guess what I'll do is the reverse the process of what these fat gurls do. putt they young sexy pics up then when u see them u see a glimpse of what they use to be in person, but I put my big pics up & when they see me in person. They'll get a surprise. Although yo pics say u sexy & my body craves yo touch. My God won't let u get too close if u ain't shit...... 10 in. of d@ thik! Man..... I need a Friend