i'm back from DC! i dont miss it too much. we went to a wizards game friday night for my dad's bday. they have this thing where u can text stuff and they'll put it up on the big screen. so i texted "happy birthday dad!" and i think that made up for not havin a card for him. wizards lost sadly.
i did get hit on on the metro, which is not my favorite place to be cuz it's so sketchy. this dude was sitting there and as soon as maria got up and stood up, he started starin and smiling at me. he got off the metro before we did but he mouthed "bye" to me. i am sure i blushed. it felt wierd to be hit on, considering how much it used to happen, but then again, i am out in the middle of nowhere and i am used to seeing rednecks now. rednecks who dont find me attractive, so that could be why.
saturday, i went wit dad to see rambo and it was the best movie ever! i think i'm prolly gonna take a new friend, holly, to go see it but she wants to see cloverfield first. uh...no. i wont see it. but i hope her bf takes her so then i can go see rambo again!! i also got a new wrist brace since we misplaced my old one (wrist is acting up again), and i managed to wear heels all saturday but i really ripped up the balls of my feet. i dont think they have forgiven me yet. then i dyed my hair blue (everyone loves it so far!) and drove to rachel's for her bday party. the first thing i said besides a hi to everyone was "dont touch my pants if you'r allergic to dog saliva, romeo threw up on me". and he did, he came over when my hair was dying and spit up mucus on my pants. not something i wanna repeat. i left the party early tho cuz they were going ice skatin and i just didnt have the energy to go. so i was there like 30 min when i went home. but i got pizza and fondue!!
maria's a bitch. she had amy wake me up after midnight to tell me that her and mom were in a fight (i knew that already) and that she was leaving cuz she couldnt be in the same house wit my parents. mom had already said no to maria going out to someone else's house so i said it was her choice to do it but it would get her grounded. we started arguin in front of her friends and then she said the one thing that pisses me off, confuses me, and kills me at the same time.
"you're a bad sister and you dont care".
considering i'm gone at college now, i cant do much as a sister. but i tend to be in the house the most when i do come home and maria is never around. she will tell me things not because i wanna hear them but because she wants to tell me and then she gets pissed when i dont tell her anything. i'm not the one who has been on nicotine repeatedly, who drinks a lot, who for 2 years smoked pot at least 3 times a day, nor am i never there when she needs me to be. my sister is 16 and spoiled. my dad once offered me $20 when i needed $3, then he offered $10, and i kept saying all i needed was $3 until he finally just gave me $3. maria is the opposite and will ask for more money than she needs. if you say no to her, she pouts and mopes until you say yes, or in my case, yell at me and then mom and dad yell at me (it tends to be about driving her somewhere). she doesnt like my music and in the car, constantly asks if we can listen to her music, and i hardly let her play her crappy-ass music in my car. she will use my stuff witout asking me, assume everyone will clean up her mess for her and is just an all-around nuisance. we barely talk as it is when i'm home. i sometimes feel like i'm an only child and everything's ok until maria comes home. she doesnt respect my space when her friends come over and routinely kick me out of the basement or make lots of noise with the pool table and talkin until i leave. thing is, when i came home saturday, my new purse (like a $60 purse!) had been just thrown on the ground, not moved to another surface or anything, but just laying in the middle of the kitchen, the stereo on, the upstairs TV on, and the kitchen a mess. i went downstairs to see that they had been playin halo and i didnt care so i flipped the TV to cable and watched TV. amy came down at one point, grabbed something and slammed the door as she left. seriously, they all have attitudes. oh! and when maria came here for the myspace music tour, her and amy smoked cigs like every 30 minutes, no joke. it was annoying cuz then they would get locked out and i would have to go get them and it had originally been for just maria and me, but then mikey invited himself and maria invited amy, then assumed i could get a third ticket. thankfully mikey was grounded so he couldnt go, but she assumes that everything is possible because it's her. i'm pissed and my dad knows it and keeps telling me to let it go but i told him i just couldnt this time. she needs to clean up her act and not act like a spoiled little bitch or i'm nto talkin to her. she never apologizes for wat she says to me and assumes we're ok and that i'll still do things for her, and she's wrong. she needs to learn to apologize and become a better person, cuz i wish i could trade her in for someone else right now.
anyway, sunday was boring. i got back to college and watched family guy. every new yorker i know in the building ran outside screaming last night and fireworks were set off from stine building windows. it looked amusing and my LAS teacher walked in like "so you're still fighting hangovers from last night huh?" he's funny but he called me out on being quiet on friday, then today too. idc now.
i was sad however to miss the salsa party this past weekend. my new friend from my LAS class, adrian, DJed it! he said he was bored, that all the DJs were bored. i asked if he was going to the snowball this weekend and he said yea, he's Djing it. i dont have a date or anything to wear...it sucks! i may just be shatera's date so she will go and i wont be alone. or maybe katelin.
speaking of which, i missed katelin! not just for the free weed and chillin in her room watchin TV, but cuz she's a ton of fun to hang out wit. we texted back and forth during the wizards game and she told me she was playin beer pong. apperantly now me and her are playin on tuesday (i hope!) but her phone died cuz of water damage so i guess we'll see.
whoot!!
my phone works tho :P
