Cryptonite's blog: "I'll just watch"

I sat on the sidewalk, as you walked by. In an instant I could see what your soul screamed out. Someone to care, someone to listen, someone to show you that there is life out there. I saw the abuse the pain and the scars, and saw you hiding in the crowd. Your eyes look over to meet mine, but you looked away knowing that I was studying you. I saw your need to lose control, your need to be guided into what you are to scared to explore. All your energy still spent at trying to be normal, to have no one see what lays below the surface. If you could see that the healing lies on the other side, that gaining control is to hand it over. To show your strength to submit to another, but your trust has been taken away. To jump into the water once again, not knowing if you will sink or swim. Your lack of of trust in the human race, was given to you long ago. Now you walk in front of me, you know that I can see right through. The hard exterior protecting a shattered soul, we'll meet again when you’re ready to lose control.

Welcome to the online bar, where everyone is a superstar. Here we all grin a little bigger, but inside we're just sitting alone in a room. Maybe the night out with friends left us right where we started, back behind the lime light of the monitor. I browse through the pictures and guess what the story is behind the name. For me I know there is no kidding around, just hoping someone actually sees beyond the screen.