This moment can't be frozen in time
nor explained by a few mere words
It shall mark a beginning
the beginning of my bandaged heart
When I said 'I love you'
it was an understatement
The bursting of my heart
was only out of despair
How can I lie to you now
it was all I ever wanted
'Being here makes me happy.'
it was all I could find to say
Your fingers through her hair
a gentle whisper in her ear
It tore me apart to see
her smile and gently kiss your lips
You rightfully colored me jealous
but under the wrong intentions
It was all I ever wanted
to hold you in my arms
Please, know that I don't hate you
and I’ll always love you
But right now I just can't
even begin to talk to you
If only I knew last night
the way it would have gone
Maybe my heart would have
stayed right there in my throat
I don't know if I can take it
you and her together
Can you really blame me?
I’m still not over you
Maybe I’m losing my mind
but what does it matter
My heart is lost again
I don't know what to feel
Tell me, how long is forever?
Once it ends, will I be next?
Once you're done with her,
would you consider me?
