Beauty is in the ashes and so lies my heart. Pick a pocket full of daisys and watch this fall apart. Because I've repeated this scenario over in my mind. It's how I want, how I'd love things to be. But you're unaware and I've been sleeping way too much. Drowning out the sound of all the calls that aren't really coming in. I lay in bed and stare. The screen is filled with liars, whores, and far away lovers. It seems for amusement, everyone joins in. While I wait in a sanctuary of fallen heroes and subdated widows. I sit alone and ponder. Will I ever make it out of here? Or will my heart be sick forever? Love is a plague and now we're contaminated. One tear can hold a thousand regrets. You can go your own way. I'll get medicated and get over it. Isn't that how everythings fixed these days? While patience is still waiting, I think I'll go back to pretending that you still care. Pop the top, the bottle is open. Have yourself another beer. We all need to escape sometimes, but I wish I could escape with you. But that's no longer here nor there. I'm singing a different tune.
As vague and twisted as this all seems, so is the life we lead!
