but for unsaid reasons i haven't had any reason to come on ct in awhile. but i thought i would stop by and leave you my latest peice of shit
I am not like you
pain knows no end
tears will always shed
fears ever consuming
I can't be like you
wish the pain away
wipe away the tears
overcome these fears
I want to be like you
let time ease my pain
lets these be tears of joy
know the end of fear
I'll never be like you
can't you see me this way
what can make you understand
it just won't go away
when you can't whitewash what i've done
with the walls stained red
will you finally know what i said
will you understand my words
i never could be like you
by john m