have never been so tired of drama in my life.
I'm back at my moms house... PHYSICALLY AWAY from everything and the drama just keeps finding me. I swear right now if its not one thing than it is something else. Am flat out, I am tired of it.
Everyone needs to calm down, cause I'm really starting to get mad... and I'm not trying to lose the people I do care about over corny shit.
The following list is not for everyone. Really... each one is for someone else (two of them are for the same person) You really should know which one is for you.... if they don't apply to you then your cool. If you think it does apply to you... it probably does. But really... this is just some shit that needs to be said cause I'm tired of all of it.
Stop talking crazy... I'm tired of hearing the bullshit lies that everyone feels the need to spread. Seriously... keep my damn name out of your punk ass mouth.
Stop flipping on me over stupid shit... its uncalled for. I'm grown. You are grown. Act like it or don't expect me to. There is NO reason AT ALL to act like you don't have any sense and freak out on me instead of talking to me like I'm a human being. Cause unless you have lost the ability to communicate then there is no reason for it.
Stop trying to play me like I'm not the same person... just because I speak on things that piss me off doesn't mean I'm a different person it just means I FINALLY decided to take control over things that effect me.
Stop lying... I'm not a dumb girl and I realize a lie when I hear one.
Stop putting all of the blame on me... we all know in ANY given relationship (i.e. dating, friendship, family...) work both ways. If something isn't right its not based on one side. Relationships go threw changes, you adapt or you don't. Its NEVER one sided when a relationship fails. EVER.
Stop acting like when things happen you didn't see it coming... NOTHING just happens. There is ALWAYS signs. Open your God given eyes and observe your surroundings. Things will stop coming as such a surprise.
Stop playing the victim card.... you are not the victim if you CHOOSE to let this shit happen to you. If you stand idle watching your life fall apart than that is on you. Don't cry about it acting like you had no control over it. There are VERY few things in life that you have ABSOLUTELY no control over. Again... you are grown so stop crying like a child.
Stop passing judgments on me... You have no room to speak on me. I don't know you all like that. You don't know me all like that... so where do you think you have the room to judge me? You make mistakes. You fuck up. And until you are COMPLETELY sin free and can call yourself a fucking saint... DON'T judge me and don't pretend then you are better than me... cause you aren't. Who are you? Yeah. No body important if all you can do is sit there and nit pick (and for real not even say shit to my face.)
Stop opening your legs to every guy you meet... seriously girl, I just feel sorry for you.
Stop talking out the side of your neck... I thought it was funny at first when people would talk shit over the phone and they hush up in my face, but now its just irritating. What happened to all that you were saying before? Yeah... I got you though.
I've taken the reigns over in my life... do the same for yourself.
