I feel like a coward. I cut my artarey and started to spray blood all over the place. I started to get very dizzy....And then I freaked out amd tied my arm off. put a TONS of bandages. my wife was asleep at the time. I cleaned the place of blood. I went to work and said I fell at home and sprained my wrist. When I came home I told my wife I fell at work. I Feel like a cowerd for not doing it. I can't stand life anymore. I want to stop the pain. I want to rest. I want Peace.
