You know, it really sucks when you think and believe that you have true friends, only to learn that they turn around and open their mouths about crap that was told to them in confidence.
I've always had a problem with trust, and when it gets broken, as it has once again, it just makes it harder for the next person to get close to me.
I now do not know who I can and cannot trust... I hate this feeling more than anything. Hell, now I'm afraid to talk to anyone... and for me, that just isn't good.
Ok, so maybe my problem is that I care too much, that I always want to help the other person out, only to be stabbed in the back when it comes time for them to help me...
I just don't know anymore... maybe it's time to once again build those walls that I love so much... the ones that no one can get through or over... The ones that I feel so safe hiding behind...
I only know that I cant take this pain anymore...
