you know darling, if i go to bed sometimes and lay under my sheet, thinking of you, sometimes i cry, why i miss you so and want you to be here. It is the truth baby and then, if i am awake, the next what i do is running to my pc look if you are there and when i cant sleep baby i roll my pillow and get it in my arms and think about you, then i can sleep. How can things happen like this ? I feel so strong for you. You so far away but so close to me in my feelings.
Thats what i wrote to my heart beat and i had to put it in here just for my thinkings and to look at it with my baby every time we want to.
Baby every sense i have to think about you and i am be glad to hold you in my Arms.
I love you so much...
Your Angel