I Just Can't Say Goodbye
Sometimes I wish I were someone else, when in reality it's supposed to
be this way. Sometimes I think about you and wish you were here with me
as I go through all this stuff life deals. It's like a deck of cards being dealt to
me. Sometimes I look to my King for answers to the questions in my head.
You know you always hear how everyone is sorry about what happened
and they don't know the words to say. All I know is that somehow hurts
you more inside because its like you finally realize all that's really happening
and they don't understand that I just want to be alone and remember you.
When you went so did part of me and although I know I can't ever get that part of me back.
It seems to make me think your not really gone your coming back for me soon.
I don't really understand why things turned out like this.
Some people suck it up and say it was just your time to go. They all ask me if I'm doing all right but,
how would they feel if they were me? Your legend is still gonna live inside me.
Everything you want me to do don't worry I'll do it. There are a lot of things I regret that I did or didn't do.
I don't think I made you feel loved enough. I know your watching over me and I hope I'm pleasing you.
I can only imagine what is like where you are. I find myself wondering what your last thought was.
They all say " you never know what you got till it's gone," and it's true.
I never really knew how much you were in my life.
I'm gonna miss you , but I just can't say GOODBYE.
by christine
